My ex J moved back to town a couple weeks ago. He met a new girl a few months ago and they have been in a relationship. The other week he told me that he loved me and they would break up and all this other crap i believed and of course I still love him in my heart (i thought i would be able to be just fine when he came back butnope my emoitions got involved). So we hooked up that night. I dont care what anyone says he seduced me. and i was dumb enough to give in. but i wanted it too…next day he tells me he thinks he loves this girl. blah blah blah. last night one of my girlfriends decide to call her up and tell her what had happened that he cheated on her. then turns out she confesses and SHE CHEATED ON HIM!:O (shocker for real) well she calls him and confesses and tells him she knows what he did. J blows up. and now i talked to him earlier and hes trying to say that he wants to cut me out of his life. when no matter what he has always been my friend. and i dont want to lose him. and they are staying together. which i dont care really cheaters belong with cheaters dont they. My heart just hurts right now. I feel used. I dont feel good enough. I feel ugly. I hate myself. I havent eaten in a day. and they will see on the outside how this has hurt me on the inside. soon.

I dated this guy lets call him J, for almost 3 years. He broke up with me last fall but even a week after we still kept in contact and he wanted me back and I really do love him and i know he loves me. Hes going to SAE in Nashville for Audio engineering and he SAYS thats the only reason he broke up with me is because “long distance relationships dont work” cant say i dont agree with that. He is my best friend and the few times ive seen him since the move we still hook up. I am single thou. and so is he. 

He wants me to move to Nashville and stay w/ him and his brother in an apartment in town. I could find a good EMT job possibly, no doubt. But at the same time its tricky cuz we really aren’t together. Maybe moving to Tampa where my dad is would be better and I can continue on my gaining of Independence. I’ve gotten alot of that since we spilt. and honestly there were alot of times in our relationship where he straight up treated me like CRAP……and in my opinion he was pretty controlling but coyly. He has changed alot I can forsure say that. Being in school out on his own but hes still depending on mommy and daddy to pay for things until they get hired at a studio where they plan on opening their own record label. I’m afraid of losing him but at the same time im young, im 21. 

I dont know what to do. Go with the man I love, Go see what else is out there maybe date, move to tampa, move to nashville……..I dont know…. I just need opinions….

sorry this is so long this has just really been on my mind and stressing me out and i thought i would turn to the people I’ve grown to love my followers. So help a nig out…what do u think i should do.

Bout to find out who da fuck dis bitch is

and then when i figure it out im gonna go up to her and be like

and then when he trys to make up an excuse ill say

and if she try and come at me i will

and when she walks away i’ll be like 

but then im just gonna get over it, go home and be like

and if i ever see her bitch ass face again I’m gonna