My ex J moved back to town a couple weeks ago. He met a new girl a few months ago and they have been in a relationship. The other week he told me that he loved me and they would break up and all this other crap i believed and of course I still love him in my heart (i thought i would be able to be just fine when he came back butnope my emoitions got involved). So we hooked up that night. I dont care what anyone says he seduced me. and i was dumb enough to give in. but i wanted it too…next day he tells me he thinks he loves this girl. blah blah blah. last night one of my girlfriends decide to call her up and tell her what had happened that he cheated on her. then turns out she confesses and SHE CHEATED ON HIM!:O (shocker for real) well she calls him and confesses and tells him she knows what he did. J blows up. and now i talked to him earlier and hes trying to say that he wants to cut me out of his life. when no matter what he has always been my friend. and i dont want to lose him. and they are staying together. which i dont care really cheaters belong with cheaters dont they. My heart just hurts right now. I feel used. I dont feel good enough. I feel ugly. I hate myself. I havent eaten in a day. and they will see on the outside how this has hurt me on the inside. soon.

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Quite true. Quite true, indeed.

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although it feels like it sometimes, I know I am not the only one out here fighting